
I will always cry when Sophie makes her choice.
I will always laugh when Francesca asks Robert if he’s supposed to be in Iowa.
I will always stop and stare when Miranda is on screen.
I will always fear Gail’s life as she makes her way down the river.
I will always hold my breath when Joanna makes her testimony.
I will always fall silent when Jake wants to spend the night with Jane and when Adam traces the scars on Jane’s arms.
I will always dance and sing when Donna becomes a “Dancing Queen”.
I will always scream when Clarissa watches Richard fall out of the window.
I will always sit quietly when Susan wishes she could be a baby again.
I will always say, “That’s All” when Miranda does.
I will always hold my breath when Francesca whispers; “No one is asking you too.” When Karen whispers; “If you say anything right now, I’ll believe it.” When Jane whispers; “What’s happening?” and “I don’t”.
I will always be scared when Sister Aloysius confronts Father Flynn.
I will always hate the bastards that contaminated Karen Silkwood.
I will always smile when Clarissa says she’s going to buy the flowers herself.
I will always laugh hysterically when Jane gets high with her boyfriend Adam, her ex-husband Jake and her son-in-law Harley.
I will always be shocked when Sister Aloysius admits she has doubts.
I will always be creped out when Charlie has a fantasy about Susan.
I will always cry when Donna fears that Sophie is “Slipping Through Her Fingers” and when Sophie asks Donna to give her away.
I will always wait breathless when Jane is waiting in red with perfume and lit candles
I will always hate Richard for turning up the radio when his beautiful and broken wife is crying in the passenger seat next to him.
I will always feel for Miranda when she tells Andy that she’s getting another divorce.
I will always tear up when Karen reaches for Denys’ had when they fly over Africa.
I will always laugh when Suzanne asks her therapist if she always talks in bumper stickers.
I will always cry like a baby when Karen sings “Amazing Grace”.
I will always swoon when Denys dabbed the blood from Karen’s lip after she bit her lip while hunting a lion.
I will always smile when Julia says “Bon Appetite”
I will always think of Molly when I ride the train and hope, one day, too fall in love like that.
I will always shake uncontrollably when Donna sings “The Winner Takes It All”
I will always question why “She-Devil” and “Death Becomes Her”.
I will always cheer when Roberta and her class performs at Carnegie Hall. .
I will always giggle when I hear the Julia in my head say, “don’t crowd the mushrooms”.
I will always try my hardest to get through cancer with Katherine but know neither of us will survive.
I will always laugh when I hear the word “dingo” and say, “The dingo ate my baby” because I can’t help it.
I will always get angry when I watch Joanna leave Ted because I know Dustin slapped Meryl and that was NOT COOL.
I will always stop when Clarissa stares across the table at Laura.
I will always want a hug from Lisa.
I will always laugh when Jane calls herself a slut.
I will always be angry with Robert for making Francesca “choose”
I will always wish for a friend as dear as Lila.
I will always laugh because Aunt Josephine fears realtors.
I will always shed my first tears with in the first 10 minutes of Sophie’s Choice (Sophie crying on the stairs)
I will always giggle when Miranda answers the phone with “Hallo?!”
I will always whisper “four days, just four days” with Francesca.
I will always ask to have a chip before taking it so I don’t tick Lee off.
I will always try my hardest to understand Susan Traherne and Plenty.
I will always want Rachel to throw a pie in my face.
I will always know that “It was the only way” for Sophie & Nathan.
I will always wish that dancing would lead to trouble and absolutely romance like it did with Denys & Karen, Francesca & Robert, Jake & Jane, Adam & Jane.
I will always smile when she smiles.
I will always laugh when she laughs.
I will always cry when she cries.
I will always love her.